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我真的累了

最近累了。。。
正在努力的找出合适与舒适的方式让自己好好的过。。。

不知道从何时开始,放工时间是无法预知的。。。
不知道从什么时候开始,睡觉不能真正入眠。。。
不知道从什么时候起,周末都没能好好的过。。。

也开始怀疑自己的能力。。。
开始在想着,这是否是我要的生活方式。。。
甚至质疑自己,到底这一切是否值得。。。

我真的没有头绪,只能往前继续走。。。

比起生活三餐都不温饱的人,我幸福很多。。。
比起饭来张口的富二代,我还好。。。

看着看着,开始不知道奔波是为了什么。。。
走着走着,开始忘记了最初的梦想是什么。。。
听着听着,开始学习遗忘与放下。。。
写着写着,希望下次新的post是positive的。。。

希望下次的post换一个心情。。。
希望下次的update,是分享我已经知道我要的是什么。。。
希望下次的贴文,我已经找到了适合自己也很舒适的生活方式了。。。

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曾经太年轻

在所有的所有以后。。。发现人心是险恶的。。。
曾经以为简单就只是复杂的反义词。。。
想了又想。。。应该超乎反义词。。。好远好远。。。
选择去或留。。。根本是谎言。。。因为你没有权利选择。。。
真的就只有习惯和慢慢的熟悉看穿。。。

珍惜您的所有。。。

*不要问我为什么,因为我自己也不知道*

就想安安静静的过。。。