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latest photos from Teck Seng...CNY...4/5 SD gathering...

UMS SEJATI camp...

All the sceneries near the seaside...
just learn a sentence from friend's blog...
K.I.S.S
i think i must K.I.S.S every single day...
Keep It Simple & Short...
for me,i am quite hate the complicated things....
i like all the simple things...
this few day i am quite down...
i don't know how to face...
got a people show me her face...
i don't like the way i pretend...
i just want the original me back...
but i know that is something impossible...
if i live my way like before,people around me can't afford to it...
when i reach here,i just know how good is my old friends...
i can't even find a friend like them again in my new life...
people here won't be generous to you...
even though you treat them well...
sometime i feel that if you treat them well that is something you should do...
i m feeling tired with all the things....
but i will keep on work hard...
i feel that they won't join me for next sem assignment d...
haiz...
what can i do?
they have their rights on it...
Bless me la...

I can make u smile...

i m going to camping tomorrow...
quit tired....
still got many assignment haven't done...
so stress...
from yesterday night till now...
my brain never stop thinking planning on how to manage my time....
why that although some ppl is worst in front of you but some popular in front others??
or my personality got problem d??
i like 2 hide up myself when a lot of unsolvable problem appear...
i like 2 hide up ,hide up and hide up...
i need some quiet sometime....
people will feel that i m cool...
but i not really like to pretend...
no no no...
i don't ever pretend...
SHIT....
friends??
till now i havn't found a trustworthy friend...
not even one will appreciate my hard work or even my pay out...
i m so tired now...
in front of people...
i prefer hide up...
be alone...
don't need to face anything...
i got a kind of friend...
she will only find me when she is in problem...
another king that i met...
selfish people...
we can or we should do anything to her...
but if you aspect something from her...
she wil…
今天忙了又一个一整天...
好累但是还蛮有满足感的...
学会了不少东西...
星期五要去露营了...
那心情很复杂..
期待,兴奋里,还夹杂了少许的不愿...
有时加了...
还有两个月的时间又可以回家了...
今天我看到通告...
我的朋友得到了dekan所颁发的奖状...
成绩优秀嘛...
恭喜了...
今天业务间看到朋友的部落格...
才知道原来曾经做过的一些是竟然让它印象那么深...
他原来也那么的感性...
那么得疼她的外婆...
想想也和我有几分相思...
看了他的网志...
真的有点感动...
这几天的我,好景了所有的力气...
露营的事,堆积如山的功课,一大堆复杂的人际...
真的好烦...
做人难道就不能简单一点吗...
开始是四个,后来气走了一个,进来一个,现在又不知要气走哪一个...
很烦...
很烦...
生活,让我感觉到好像布满了杂单,地雷,要很小心的拿捏所有的事情与人际...
现在的我...毫不自然...好不自在...
好像被勒着,被绑着...
要看着大家的脸色...
已有一场的状况,最好是安静...
所谓""无声胜有声"
虚伪...
傀儡...
好累...想停一停歇一歇...,

Inspiration...

this morning...
i m late again...
yesterday studying OO till very late...
around 2 am...
Miss Chin,for me,she is a quite responsible lecturer...
She really do her duty...
want all of her student understand what she is trying to explain...
She also make sure all the international students not dreaming during her class...
as china student always feel sleepy in class haha...
Miss Chin also mention that the student quality nowaday had decrease,if compare with her year...
The students nowaday mostly late for class...
Rule to the people who teaching in front...
She said that as a student...
we must set a GOAL...
a target to be achieve...
What is my goal??
Get as good result as i can...
Take my parent travel around...
All the best...
wish my dream come true...
Don't give up easily...

好累。。。

做了第一个动画。。。
被拒绝了。。。
要修改。。。
但是,我私下已经改了三次了。。。
加油。。。
不能尽如人意,只求无愧于心。。。
加油。。。
大考块来临了。。。
加油。。。
其实,今天的心情也不算遭。。。
因为。。。
法语的成绩还不错。。。
哈哈哈。。。
加油。。。

纳闷。。。

这两天的心情真的是不怎样。。。
很遭。。。
感觉上不知道自己想要得是什么。。。
这星期也真够离谱的了。。。
我竟然在这星期内看了两套连续剧。。。
但是我都很喜欢。。。
一套是由许志安和胡杏儿主演的《肥田喜事》。。。
而另一套使我比较喜欢的,是由黎资和郑嘉颍所主演的《写意人生》。。。
两套戏都有给我一种激励和对人生积极向上,永不放弃,勇于面对挑战的感觉。。。
在《写意人生》里,有一句让我影响深刻的理念,那就郑嘉颍的对白。。。
他是这样说的:“不能尽如人意,只求无愧."
尽善尽美...
应该抱有这样的理念才能把所有的是做到最好...
不要满足于现状,应该要爬得更高做得更好...
但也要让生活过的写意,自在...
追求...

Ah ma...*_*

haha...yesterday,i finished my class quite late lo...
when i back home...suddenly miss my family...
hehehe...
this time i wan 2 try something fresh that i havent try b4...
i take a video on myself...
n i send to poh yi...
ask her to giv ah ma watch...
i think ah ma misunderstand liao...
she talk to the video...
she tot tat the video is sumthign like 3 G....
so funny...

expectation...

i think my mum have put on me a lot of expectation...
she wish and also want me to be success in my study...
actually i also have the same wish...
i wish i can do very well in these 3 years...
mum,i will try my very best...
wish that i won't let you down...
i want to let my family live well...
i wish my family members always be the best in any situation...
wish my dad and grandma and mum healthy always....

开心,快乐

今天好开心哦。
收到家人的来电。
在没有离家之前,整天无缘无故的幻想着“如果离开家有多好,有多自由”。
但是,现在离开家了,自由了,但是还是习惯性的minta kebenaran dari ibu dan bapa.
想要去那里,想要买什么,都辉县和爸妈说一声。
现在应该会使爸妈嫌我犯的时候啦。
我离开家以后 ,我经常都回想家。
为什么?
我也不知道。
每次,一遇到问题时,都回想找个洞来钻,想逃避一下,但是没有地方给我躲。
因为,在宿舍很难找到私人的地方,厕所?
待多一下就会有人来敲门说要用厕所。
自由?
没有咯。
问题嘛,逃避是没用的,后来也是要个解决方案。
我就是那样,直到不能逃避,每次又偏偏会做。
像鸵鸟一样。
说实话有时真得很讨厌我自己。
整天做一些明知不能做,明知不能犯的事。

言归正传,今天为什么高兴呢?
因为外婆能恢复正常的胃口了.
能做出来了.
不必靠轮椅了.
我是真的真的真的很很很高兴,真的想马上回家.
真的好象马上看到外婆健康恢复的样子.
哈哈.
舅母说,要为外婆做生日.
可是,我没有在家.
然后大姨就体系性旧木桌我们还没放假.
没有错的话应该是盯在五月.
今年真是好多喜事临门.
两个表姐毕业,达标个结婚.
哗哗哗.
真是热闹.
真是开心.


对我来说人生有什么事让我牵挂,让我想念?
那当然是在家的家人,家,家乡的朋友,还有还有,家乡的美食.还有好多好多家乡的东西.


难道我的事?
多的是,比如?
做人的则血与道理,还有怎样做人,还有搞人际关系这门事.真的是难道我了.
正如我所说的,人字,不就是一撇一捺,简单些,但是难做.真难做.


依我看,做人的道理和哲学,使我用以私人的时间去揣摩,都领悟不完的.


做人对我而言?
就是完成一些上天已经安排好在每一个不同的年龄,所应该要完成的责任.
还有报答父母的恩惠.


现在我最想完成的事情?
就是快点毕业,找到一份安定的工作,存够钱,代爸爸妈妈,还有外婆去旅行.
让他们享受享受.
毕竟他们也花了大半世人的时间在照顾和教育我.


什么东西我不会挂在口边?
就是我爱你三个字.
我真得非常爱我的爸爸,妈妈,外婆,弟弟,妹妹.
但就是又是嘴痒,忍不住就和他们顶嘴,斗嘴,吵嘴是少不了的.
对不起.
希望你们知道啦.


我都起鸡皮疙瘩了.
如果用来说的话,不知道会怎样.